Today was RUFF!

Well, today again starts out like normal...except my brother-in-law is back from his trip with military. So he's home all day and I some how still have to watch the kid. I took care of him and while he took a nap I got love all groomed up and ready for her night stay with the woman that wants to "test drive." Well, that day turned into more a whole weekend thing.

That lil change isn't what made my day "ruff" tho...listen to this. My sister told me that she was meeting her "lady friend" ( i don't even know her name) at a bar between 4:00 and 4:30 and I get there at like 4:15. I call her and tell her I'm there. She said the lady wasn't there yet and I wouldn't be able to meet her. Well, tears start to whelp up and my sister was like, "what's wrong?! You'll get to meet her if she wants to keep her!" &* & I gulped and swallowed hard then said, "ok."

I am stupid...I not only gave my dog to a complete stranger thinking I can trust her through my sister! But I don't EVEN HAVE A PHONE NUMBER just in case! It's like if I had handed over my sisters son to someone else for a weekend and her having not met her or had any numbers. I not only don't have numbers but really haven't seen, spoken to, or heard this woman at all! It's so frustrating. I love my dog soooo much!

How could I let this happen to her?! Now, I am so worried. I went to work almost being late having bawled my eyes out right before. So I calmed down &*& went in. Well, I had forgotten that I had left my apron at Uno's Wednesday night. Well, I get there and my apron is there COMPLETELY empty. It had my chapstick, about 10 pens, lip gloss and EVEN tampons...now why the HELL would someone still all of that! It just made the moment even worse for me.

I've never broke down at work before because of something outside of work...I usually leave it at the door. But, the fact was I was so upset at what my sister did that I could not hold it back. One of the girls at work gave me three pens and I was greatful for her in that moment. &*& I told her my story and she gave me a big hug...&*& again I love her for that as well. So I took a deep breath and took the server floor not wanting to wait for Douglas to come in that front door.

So...that's how my night went. Hopefully after Douglas gets home from work a lil shortly after I just did now things will look up and I'll let you know about that tomorrow. As for now I'm gonna leave you with this!

-T