Shocked!

So, Sundays are always ALWAYS mine and Douglas' day of rest considering we only get that day off from both of our busy lives. So we slept till 1:00, I got up showered and put a face on. Then we went to stop & shop to go grocery shopping for the apartment. That took us like 2 hrs considering all the stuff that we bought.

While grocery shopping and I hear my phone ring and I know it's my sister. Finally, I have to face up to her. But, I still say nothing! She tells me how much the family loooved my dog and that they would like to keep her. I am both happy and very depressed about this. I love my dog and only want what's best for her but I don't think I was ready just yet!

I had told my sister I wanted to get her to the vet and checked out before I just gave her to someone because it's been a LONG while. Well, it was like 2 days later she told me about this lady. Oh well, in other words my dog is at someone else's house for good now...and it was basically like I never got to say goodbye. Maybe it's better that way.

I still plan to take her to the vet and the new "mom" of Love will be meeting Barrett &*& I at her veternarians office soon. &*& then I will be able to tell her goodbye. I really loved that lil dog...I miss her soooo much. I miss our cuddle time, and play time. I even miss the part I used to dread and that was clipping her nails. She's such a loving lil bundle and I am gonna miss that. But, maybe, I'll be able to have time for another dog in the future.

After the groceries, however, we got home and put everything away and then Douglas started on a laaaate lunch. We ate and then went over to his friends' apt for the every sunday party! We have steak, sausage, beer and liquor. Everything seemed to be okay, until we got home and Douglas and I had a big fight. I haaate fighting...especially with the one I love. But, I think everything is okay. We kinda just left it open and are now going to bed.

callin it a night!
-T-